update.

A short update here,since I don't feel like sleeping now and don't feel like touching the book..

i am SATURATED and its already 2.49AM!!

2 paper had down and 3 more to go..2 more this week and 1 more next week..

and then i am free!!

SEMESTER BREAK again!!

cant wait for this course trip...will be going for some natural-thing-environment-thing..

but its GONNA be fun!!

SEKINCHAN to see paddy field,which i plan to go last last time,but failed,due to unorganized and unefficient committee of my girls...lol..

EAT n EAT n EAT! HOT WATER BATH at Sungkai! yay!never been there..dunno how it looks like...*ok,i am frog under the tempurung*...:)

maybe a little tour at IPOH,TAIPING and bla bla bla to EAT n EAT n EAT again!!

oh my god,trust me,u will see the wider me next semester...

i am gonna go for SPORT in my sem break!!i miss my running!!! ><

and this holiday i just don't feel like working or doing anything..

i just want to have a good rest in my home sweet home..

feel that i had already left home for long time and its time to stick back to home and relax...

recall back,how long do i ever touch the remote control of my TV at home since the last sem break..

how long do i ever lying on the sofa without DOING anything..

how long do i really sit down and play with the babies...

few more days to go,i am pretty much ready for it..

so come,holiday please come!!><

this semester is quite a heavy one,i don't know why..

maybe because i took extra course..but,that seems like pointless,cos everyone doing the same thing as well...

why why why??

or maybe its really heavy for everyone...?

anyway, praying hard for this final~

*namo namo*

MUCHAS SUERTE,LEEYUKLING!

Hola.

Hola! a free weekend i have other than my Spanish assignment which is berton-ton banyak...=( but had already done it today!and i declare myself a relaxing weekend...downloading all the oldies song that remind me back of my secondary and primary life...Songs like :

- Get Another Boyfriend by BSB

- I want it that way by BSB

- Shape of my heart by BSB

- More than that by BSB

- Love sensation by 911

- All i want is you by 911

- Dirty Pop by N'Sync

- Tearin' up my heart by N'Sync

- There you'll be by FaithHill

and alot alot more from BSB,911 n N'sync...

what else did i miss it?tell me tell me...are in need of old songs!! ><

listen back to those songs recall back alot of my memories..as in like..erm..practicing group dance for our Ranger's senior farewell during 2003? if i not mistaken...but seriously,i couldnt remember who is the member...kylye,jean,mandy n ??? forgotten...(sowie~) i remembered we practice at Mandy's house every morning before school start..we will go early to school to practice...and we went The Store to buy our hair pin,cheap tie and yea,our cloth of the day was a white long sleeve with a tie...looks ah beng rite? maybe that's the trend in the past few years...lol!feels good today! 10/10 marks were given....ngiek ngiek~~

n yea,adopted a new pet last week..a red-eared slider...its actually a mini turtle...which is very cute and adorable...bring them home this week,and i got alot of time to pamper them with my love...=) bathe them and put decorative stones inside so that they can climb up and down..n get themselves upside down..lol,that's the most funny part...they makes my life happy..by seeing their action...=) n i am in love with cute turtle! notice my msn name, "Jo loves (turtle)" ..haha...

but one thing,i am still scare..to hold them using my own hand...teach me how....:( dad is helping me to hold them...n he said i am COWARD....grrr...><>

anyway,comes to life matter...erm...erm....whatever you all do,think of Karma..u noe what,whatever you do,there will be a cause of it...i am not doing anything illegal right now,n i can live my life happily and peacefully,but sorry...you cant...:) seriously,i am happy with my life right now....happy as in,friends are there always..family are there always...thanks for those that always give me advice no matter what....

My turtle name " money" and "baby"

i don't.

Life can be so miserable sometimes...its either you choose to be dramatic in your life or a realistic one..i have seen so many type of life in my 22 years of life,yet i cant still differentiate what is true and what is the lie behind..i am a dummy,i know it..but that doesn't mean i don't know anything and maintain silent..i just chose another way to keep it inside the box in my heart rather than spreading out like a paparazzi..as what papa always told me,its ok for being _______ by the others,as long as we are not the one that _______ the others...i don't know how to describe the word,so a line is the best way to describe it...this phrase had came across my mind and i have think about it regularly...and now,i chose to keep silent and yea,SILENT IS GOLDEN...am i right? many unhappy things occur one shot in my life that sometimes i really cannot take it..the more i think,the more insane i will go..i remembered,i talked to my friend on the phone and i really cried..because of fear that i have to face...Thanks for being there all the way when i am down..=) this is what a true friend is...

a true friend will not leave you alone when you are down,

a true friend will be supportive in every single decision you made,

a true friend is the one who you can share your problem with and not fearing to tel them,

a true friend is always by your side no matter you are wrong or right...

thats what i consider as a true friend..its not easy to find,i know..it takes time...but now everyone is scattering everywhere..to find a true friend to share your problem is hard..i have to learn to solve problem myself...but sometimes,i just need guidance...guidance that can lead me on the things that i need to improve myself...and now,my job is to close both my eyes and ears and doing the things in my own way...just like a blind bird flying up in the sky without bothering other distraction...distraction can mislead my life..so,i don see,i don listen,i don care...i just want a peaceful life..Free me out and that's it.. after all,family always the best for me..they are always there to cheer me up...=)

sentimental.

Happy Independent Days!

okay,this is just random,Happy Birthday to Malaysia! :)

i remembered,last year today..barbeque'ing with yeelin n frens...a year had gone..another life begin..this year,merdeka eve isn't that special...just spend it with beloved family...at home,the warmest place...:) yes,i am a sentimental one..describe SENTIMENTAL..quoted from a blogger,but i don't really remember who it is.."Being a sentimental person, everything hurts you deeply. Being a sentimental person means that you remember more of the little things - things which most people would never remember" That is why my expectation on something is high..Sometimes,i admire those who care nothing other than themselves..Cause nothing affect them..but sometimes,i hate..they don't care other,they don't care how you feel..they are just being themselves...Says whatever they want,do whatever they think its beneficial..and they keep their feeling so well that you feel they are unreal. I hope i can learn from them someday,its a type of SELF-DEFENSE, rite? sister told me once,that when i enter the social life(working life),i will get to see different type of people around me..Some have good intention,some no...I have to be smart in choosing people to trust,but no..not 100% trust able...this is for my own good.. i have to bear that in mind...now and forever...i don like this feeling of erm....trust-but-not-100%-trust feeling... Can I get rid of this feeling?

anyway,thats just the voice from my heart after so long...tonight is a silent night..browsing through Facebook for N times,just to see any updates from friends...a way to waste time..lol...:) today was a very "profitable" day...went back Serdang yesterday night n today busy running here n there to find person in charge for the event thing....tired tired tired...but profitable,cos at least,things are done in time..:)left a few of it pending there...bla bla bla..nothing else to write...=)

adios~

Fall for you.

The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting

Could it be that we have been this way before

I know you don't think that I am trying

I know you're wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breathe

Because tonight will be the night

That I will fall for you

Over again

Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day

I swear it's true

Because a girl like you is impossible to find

You're impossible to find

This is not what I intended

I always swore to you I'd never fall apart

You always thought that I was stronger

I may have failed but I have loved you from the start

Oh, But hold your breathe

Because tonight will be the night

That I will fall for you

Over again

Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day

I swear it's true

Because a girl like you is impossible to find

It's impossible

So breathe in so deep

Breathe me in

I'm yours to keep

And hold on to your words

Cause talk is cheap

And remember me tonight

When you're asleep

Because tonight will be the night

That I will fall for you

Over again

Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day

I swear it's true

Because a girl like you is impossible to find

Tonight will be the night

That I will fall for you

Over again

Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day

I swear it's true

Because a girl like you is impossible to find

You're impossible to find..

<The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting>

Sunday.

Relaxing week is gonna start within few hours!

yay!i noe,there are still tonnes of things for me to do..

but give me a break,can u??=)

i just a break to....erm.....

a) have my grocery shopping,with a relaxing feeling...

b) clean up my stupid turtle laptop,which contain soo much of rubbish especially during exam week...

c) have a nice n pampered sleep,since i have numbers of sleeplesss nights....=(

d) do exercise!!badminton,here i come!!ngiek ngiek~~

e) movie marathon on every wednesday,cos its cheaper compared to other days...ngiek again..=P

n the list goes on.......

last two weeks was my exam week...its the worst week i had..

playing around with books n papers only...n some kind of emotional feeling....

pressure...u noe,pressure when u are being pressured...

arghh...i cant deal with pressure,but i am learning....:)

n now i am in my short holiday,gonna keeellll off the books,paper n bla bla bla for a moment...

no more staying up till late n sleep not more than 4hours....!hmmph!><

-i need a break-

i spent my weekend wisely this time...

friday straight after the last paper,we headed back to Serdang house to do some cleaning...

gosh,the room is soooo messy every time during exam period...

we are just too lazy to move our butts to clean it,so yea...after exam,thats the ideal time!

n yay!satisfied,cos its all clean already...:)

den headed to digital mall in dunno where.....we round round round,but couldnt search for it....becoz we missed the turning already..T_____T sowie~cos i am direction-less...

so bye bye to the digital mall..next week we gonna make all the way there..!=)

window shopping,steamboat,starbucks n lunch with the girls!!

later on will be back to Serdang..i am gonna missss Klang...=(

p/s : gotta practice my spanish song,which we gonna perform in the class in the group of 3...:( i suggest Waka Waka by Shakira,but thats too challenging,rite?kekekeke!

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adios!

Sunday morning.

This weekend is different from the other weekend..at home slacking around,with the excuses.."i am sick..n i don wanna move my butt at all..":P everyone's out,except me,dad n bro.. pityful us....Wooooo~~ but nehmind! i enjoyed being at home...because its the warmest place for me,nothing can replace it...(yea,i am starting to appreaciate my house,how about u?) :) Appreaciate everything you got now... =)

i'm practicing a healthy lifestyle nowadays..TRUST ME! i can do it...sleep at 12am everyday..okay,not everyday,but most of the day-LAH...n waking up not late than 12pm..see,i can see difference..don't you? woke up n had my brunch today..n continue with those cleaning stuff that my 'beloved' sister left it for me...how pathetic i am n how 'loving' she is,rite?HAHA! just done with all,n now back slacking with my laptop in front of me...oh NO!i am such a failure....T__________T

Classes begin this week..i mean,SERIOUSLY begin...HAHA....means,there's lecture already and i am start to feel boring of classes...boring of attending those 8am class...wondering,why cant all the class changes to night n morning is our sleeping time? there's lot of pros in it..see,weather is definitely nice if classes are held at night..since the weather is nice,students can focus MORE!am i right??hahahah...but of cos,the pros is for us, n not the lecturer..they have family,i know...:( okay,if i were to be lecturer in the future,i might think of this idea.....if if if....:P

roommate n i were infected by food poisoning in the same week..sueh enough,hor..?vomit and fever at the same time...COMBO!roommate is becos of the pork she ate,i think.. n mine is becos of the roti telur i took for dinner,i think also..thats all our own assumption...hahah..so,the hero me had visited the PKU for twice this week...PKU stands for pusat kesihatan UPM,if i am not mistaken...:) bringing roommate for doctor on tuesday and housemate bringing me for doctor on thursday..hahah..another COMBO!anyway,thanks for those help n care..I do appreciate it..=) *locked it in my mind right now* haha...n i am fully recover now..! yay!

squeezing my head hard to think whether is there anything that is still pending for me to do right now....! please,give me some HINT! intuition said yes,but i just cant figure it out..*namo namo*

1. wash my shoes..-tick-

2. pack cloth for Serdang.. -tick-

3. clean my messy room.. -tick-

4. borrow camera from sister.. -tick-

oh yea! i know whats that...!

5. decorate my file AGAIN...cos i missed out something... - untick-

but i am lazy to move right now...later-LAH!hahahah...

beautiful weather now..windy~~ making me feel....erm.....sleepy?

n yea!25th..of July.....It's Samantha's big day! she's turning 22!!wakakakaka...n i am still 21!!:P known this 'gangster' friend since primary and trust me,she had changed alot...!erm...from being gangster to a lil bit gangster,from a boyish look to a SUPA girly look??haha...anyway,HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU,PWEN! you are in Sg now,enjoying n cuddling with ur Eugene..i am sure this would be the best birthday for you! =) same wishes for you...and the most important one,stay PWETTY all the while! All the best in your FYP!! =)

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