Hola.

Hola! a free weekend i have other than my Spanish assignment which is berton-ton banyak...=( but had already done it today!and i declare myself a relaxing weekend...downloading all the oldies song that remind me back of my secondary and primary life...Songs like :

- Get Another Boyfriend by BSB

- I want it that way by BSB

- Shape of my heart by BSB

- More than that by BSB

- Love sensation by 911

- All i want is you by 911

- Dirty Pop by N'Sync

- Tearin' up my heart by N'Sync

- There you'll be by FaithHill

and alot alot more from BSB,911 n N'sync...

what else did i miss it?tell me tell me...are in need of old songs!! ><

listen back to those songs recall back alot of my memories..as in like..erm..practicing group dance for our Ranger's senior farewell during 2003? if i not mistaken...but seriously,i couldnt remember who is the member...kylye,jean,mandy n ??? forgotten...(sowie~) i remembered we practice at Mandy's house every morning before school start..we will go early to school to practice...and we went The Store to buy our hair pin,cheap tie and yea,our cloth of the day was a white long sleeve with a tie...looks ah beng rite? maybe that's the trend in the past few years...lol!feels good today! 10/10 marks were given....ngiek ngiek~~

n yea,adopted a new pet last week..a red-eared slider...its actually a mini turtle...which is very cute and adorable...bring them home this week,and i got alot of time to pamper them with my love...=) bathe them and put decorative stones inside so that they can climb up and down..n get themselves upside down..lol,that's the most funny part...they makes my life happy..by seeing their action...=) n i am in love with cute turtle! notice my msn name, "Jo loves (turtle)" ..haha...

but one thing,i am still scare..to hold them using my own hand...teach me how....:( dad is helping me to hold them...n he said i am COWARD....grrr...><>

anyway,comes to life matter...erm...erm....whatever you all do,think of Karma..u noe what,whatever you do,there will be a cause of it...i am not doing anything illegal right now,n i can live my life happily and peacefully,but sorry...you cant...:) seriously,i am happy with my life right now....happy as in,friends are there always..family are there always...thanks for those that always give me advice no matter what....

My turtle name " money" and "baby"

i don't.

Life can be so miserable sometimes...its either you choose to be dramatic in your life or a realistic one..i have seen so many type of life in my 22 years of life,yet i cant still differentiate what is true and what is the lie behind..i am a dummy,i know it..but that doesn't mean i don't know anything and maintain silent..i just chose another way to keep it inside the box in my heart rather than spreading out like a paparazzi..as what papa always told me,its ok for being _______ by the others,as long as we are not the one that _______ the others...i don't know how to describe the word,so a line is the best way to describe it...this phrase had came across my mind and i have think about it regularly...and now,i chose to keep silent and yea,SILENT IS GOLDEN...am i right? many unhappy things occur one shot in my life that sometimes i really cannot take it..the more i think,the more insane i will go..i remembered,i talked to my friend on the phone and i really cried..because of fear that i have to face...Thanks for being there all the way when i am down..=) this is what a true friend is...

a true friend will not leave you alone when you are down,

a true friend will be supportive in every single decision you made,

a true friend is the one who you can share your problem with and not fearing to tel them,

a true friend is always by your side no matter you are wrong or right...

thats what i consider as a true friend..its not easy to find,i know..it takes time...but now everyone is scattering everywhere..to find a true friend to share your problem is hard..i have to learn to solve problem myself...but sometimes,i just need guidance...guidance that can lead me on the things that i need to improve myself...and now,my job is to close both my eyes and ears and doing the things in my own way...just like a blind bird flying up in the sky without bothering other distraction...distraction can mislead my life..so,i don see,i don listen,i don care...i just want a peaceful life..Free me out and that's it.. after all,family always the best for me..they are always there to cheer me up...=)