A word to describe this year..erm...a memorable year with lots of ups and down..Not really know how to use words to start describing those feelings from the starting point of this year until now..I am using lyrics this time..They can express better than me..
"女人獨有的天真和溫柔的天份,
要留給真愛你的人"
Give to the one who truly loved you...with their heart and not their mouth..Every single little action might be important to the one you love..Sometimes,those little act,the way you message them and ask,if they are ok when they are facing problems,the way you remember every little things she/he dislikes,the way you knock her/his head when they did something stupid just to purposely gain your attraction,the way you 'flip' their hair when her fringe is long...You know,things like that are sometimes sweet in the heart...:)
"愛得太真 太容易 讓自己犧牲 太容易讓自己沉淪,
太容易 不顧一切 滿是傷痕."
Sacrifice for some things,maybe a little thing when you are truly madly deeply in love..u wouldn't differentiate which one is reality and which one is not..as long as anything you do is related to him/her...i dunno how to explain this phrase but somehow i find it kinda true...and it kinda apply to me...cos i am always living in a non-reality(fairytale) world..day-dreaming that girl suppose to be a princess to their partner..where we will be treated like..erm...Cinderella type lo..haha...those who know me real well,they know..sentimental people mostly falls on this category la..rite?hahaha...:P but for now,i should be awake....=( that everything happen,happen for a reason..n its all reality...
"Could it be finally, I'm turning for home
Finally a chance to say, "I Love You All"
Never again to be all alone. "
Finally a chance to say, "I Love You All"
Never again to be all alone. "
You all means everybody that cares about me,that asked me am i ok,that console me with their word,asked about my result,my life and so on..i know,some consoling words are just for consoling purpose,but at least you guys do...i am not alone after all....=) for those who haven't console me yet,please do so!hahaha.... *kidding only la..* yea,i truly appreciate all of you...and you,who bring me from a small kids to a teenager and now,a mature 'lady'....oopss,sounds too old..nonono,i am still a teenage la...:) Thank you..=)
Cant think of other lyrics that can symbolize my feeling inside....=) 2010 is a great year for me,and of course i am hoping for better life soon....haha....*i wanna be a billionaire,so freaking bad...la la la~~* Each year i would made a resolution and how many of them actually came true? let me see, 2009 RESOLUTIONS....erm...
no 1 - yes yes yes,Bali,Singapore,Ipoh..haha...=)
no 2 - hahaha! this is sooo impossible...
no 3 - yes of cos!
no 4 - yes yes!badminton is my game every week...
no 5 - hahaha again..but yea,i cut down ALOT lately....=(
no 7 - yes,budget 2010 works...lol!
no 8 - nononononon!GRRR!!!!><
not bad right? i score more than 50%...yes! =)
Resolution for 2011 will be much more simpler,i hope...cos its the same with 2010..iamnotgreedy..=P
1) Go for holiday 3 times a semester? *increase than last year!*
2) 4.0 in my next semester,which I know there's 99% wont happen and another 1% will happen only when miracle happen in UPM..*giggling,i still wanna maintain this resolution,dontcare!*
3) A gentle,softer,polite girl eventhough I am now...*giggling again*
4) Eat more,sleep less and of course,exercise more!please,make my life full of SPORT ba!
5) Cut down my supper consumption...but at least 3/4 times a week,okokokok?
6) Spend as I had only RM1.00 in my hand...No over spending..and do budget 2011..haha...
7) Gain my weight in the right part of my body..You get what I mean..Don over gaining,please..
8) -
9) -
as usual,to refill once i think of new one...:) have you make yours? =)
2010 is ending...i miss it like how i miss the others year..i am feeling old..oh gosh..!
goodbye 2010!
