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Giving a fullstop to end 2010..

A word to describe this year..erm...a memorable year with lots of ups and down..Not really know how to use words to start describing those feelings from the starting point of this year until now..I am using lyrics this time..They can express better than me..

"女人獨有的天真和溫柔的天份,

要留給真愛你的人"

Give to the one who truly loved you...with their heart and not their mouth..Every single little action might be important to the one you love..Sometimes,those little act,the way you message them and ask,if they are ok when they are facing problems,the way you remember every little things she/he dislikes,the way you knock her/his head when they did something stupid just to purposely gain your attraction,the way you 'flip' their hair when her fringe is long...You know,things like that are sometimes sweet in the heart...:)

"愛得太真 太容易 讓自己犧牲 太容易讓自己沉淪,

太容易 不顧一切 滿是傷痕."

Sacrifice for some things,maybe a little thing when you are truly madly deeply in love..u wouldn't differentiate which one is reality and which one is not..as long as anything you do is related to him/her...i dunno how to explain this phrase but somehow i find it kinda true...and it kinda apply to me...cos i am always living in a non-reality(fairytale) world..day-dreaming that girl suppose to be a princess to their partner..where we will be treated like..erm...Cinderella type lo..haha...those who know me real well,they know..sentimental people mostly falls on this category la..rite?hahaha...:P but for now,i should be awake....=( that everything happen,happen for a reason..n its all reality...

"Could it be finally, I'm turning for home
Finally a chance to say, "I Love You All"
Never again to be all alone. "

You all means everybody that cares about me,that asked me am i ok,that console me with their word,asked about my result,my life and so on..i know,some consoling words are just for consoling purpose,but at least you guys do...i am not alone after all....=) for those who haven't console me yet,please do so!hahaha.... *kidding only la..* yea,i truly appreciate all of you...and you,who bring me from a small kids to a teenager and now,a mature 'lady'....oopss,sounds too old..nonono,i am still a teenage la...:) Thank you..=)

Cant think of other lyrics that can symbolize my feeling inside....=) 2010 is a great year for me,and of course i am hoping for better life soon....haha....*i wanna be a billionaire,so freaking bad...la la la~~* Each year i would made a resolution and how many of them actually came true? let me see, 2009 RESOLUTIONS....erm...

no 1 - yes yes yes,Bali,Singapore,Ipoh..haha...=)

no 2 - hahaha! this is sooo impossible...

no 3 - yes of cos!

no 4 - yes yes!badminton is my game every week...

no 5 - hahaha again..but yea,i cut down ALOT lately....=(

no 7 - yes,budget 2010 works...lol!

no 8 - nononononon!GRRR!!!!><

not bad right? i score more than 50%...yes! =)

Resolution for 2011 will be much more simpler,i hope...cos its the same with 2010..iamnotgreedy..=P

1) Go for holiday 3 times a semester? *increase than last year!*

2) 4.0 in my next semester,which I know there's 99% wont happen and another 1% will happen only when miracle happen in UPM..*giggling,i still wanna maintain this resolution,dontcare!*

3) A gentle,softer,polite girl eventhough I am now...*giggling again*

4) Eat more,sleep less and of course,exercise more!please,make my life full of SPORT ba!

5) Cut down my supper consumption...but at least 3/4 times a week,okokokok?

6) Spend as I had only RM1.00 in my hand...No over spending..and do budget 2011..haha...

7) Gain my weight in the right part of my body..You get what I mean..Don over gaining,please..

8) -

9) -

as usual,to refill once i think of new one...:) have you make yours? =)

2010 is ending...i miss it like how i miss the others year..i am feeling old..oh gosh..!

goodbye 2010!

update.

A short update here,since I don't feel like sleeping now and don't feel like touching the book..

i am SATURATED and its already 2.49AM!!

2 paper had down and 3 more to go..2 more this week and 1 more next week..

and then i am free!!

SEMESTER BREAK again!!

cant wait for this course trip...will be going for some natural-thing-environment-thing..

but its GONNA be fun!!

SEKINCHAN to see paddy field,which i plan to go last last time,but failed,due to unorganized and unefficient committee of my girls...lol..

EAT n EAT n EAT! HOT WATER BATH at Sungkai! yay!never been there..dunno how it looks like...*ok,i am frog under the tempurung*...:)

maybe a little tour at IPOH,TAIPING and bla bla bla to EAT n EAT n EAT again!!

oh my god,trust me,u will see the wider me next semester...

i am gonna go for SPORT in my sem break!!i miss my running!!! ><

and this holiday i just don't feel like working or doing anything..

i just want to have a good rest in my home sweet home..

feel that i had already left home for long time and its time to stick back to home and relax...

recall back,how long do i ever touch the remote control of my TV at home since the last sem break..

how long do i ever lying on the sofa without DOING anything..

how long do i really sit down and play with the babies...

few more days to go,i am pretty much ready for it..

so come,holiday please come!!><

this semester is quite a heavy one,i don't know why..

maybe because i took extra course..but,that seems like pointless,cos everyone doing the same thing as well...

why why why??

or maybe its really heavy for everyone...?

anyway, praying hard for this final~

*namo namo*

MUCHAS SUERTE,LEEYUKLING!

Hola.

Hola! a free weekend i have other than my Spanish assignment which is berton-ton banyak...=( but had already done it today!and i declare myself a relaxing weekend...downloading all the oldies song that remind me back of my secondary and primary life...Songs like :

- Get Another Boyfriend by BSB

- I want it that way by BSB

- Shape of my heart by BSB

- More than that by BSB

- Love sensation by 911

- All i want is you by 911

- Dirty Pop by N'Sync

- Tearin' up my heart by N'Sync

- There you'll be by FaithHill

and alot alot more from BSB,911 n N'sync...

what else did i miss it?tell me tell me...are in need of old songs!! ><

listen back to those songs recall back alot of my memories..as in like..erm..practicing group dance for our Ranger's senior farewell during 2003? if i not mistaken...but seriously,i couldnt remember who is the member...kylye,jean,mandy n ??? forgotten...(sowie~) i remembered we practice at Mandy's house every morning before school start..we will go early to school to practice...and we went The Store to buy our hair pin,cheap tie and yea,our cloth of the day was a white long sleeve with a tie...looks ah beng rite? maybe that's the trend in the past few years...lol!feels good today! 10/10 marks were given....ngiek ngiek~~

n yea,adopted a new pet last week..a red-eared slider...its actually a mini turtle...which is very cute and adorable...bring them home this week,and i got alot of time to pamper them with my love...=) bathe them and put decorative stones inside so that they can climb up and down..n get themselves upside down..lol,that's the most funny part...they makes my life happy..by seeing their action...=) n i am in love with cute turtle! notice my msn name, "Jo loves (turtle)" ..haha...

but one thing,i am still scare..to hold them using my own hand...teach me how....:( dad is helping me to hold them...n he said i am COWARD....grrr...><>

anyway,comes to life matter...erm...erm....whatever you all do,think of Karma..u noe what,whatever you do,there will be a cause of it...i am not doing anything illegal right now,n i can live my life happily and peacefully,but sorry...you cant...:) seriously,i am happy with my life right now....happy as in,friends are there always..family are there always...thanks for those that always give me advice no matter what....

My turtle name " money" and "baby"

i don't.

Life can be so miserable sometimes...its either you choose to be dramatic in your life or a realistic one..i have seen so many type of life in my 22 years of life,yet i cant still differentiate what is true and what is the lie behind..i am a dummy,i know it..but that doesn't mean i don't know anything and maintain silent..i just chose another way to keep it inside the box in my heart rather than spreading out like a paparazzi..as what papa always told me,its ok for being _______ by the others,as long as we are not the one that _______ the others...i don't know how to describe the word,so a line is the best way to describe it...this phrase had came across my mind and i have think about it regularly...and now,i chose to keep silent and yea,SILENT IS GOLDEN...am i right? many unhappy things occur one shot in my life that sometimes i really cannot take it..the more i think,the more insane i will go..i remembered,i talked to my friend on the phone and i really cried..because of fear that i have to face...Thanks for being there all the way when i am down..=) this is what a true friend is...

a true friend will not leave you alone when you are down,

a true friend will be supportive in every single decision you made,

a true friend is the one who you can share your problem with and not fearing to tel them,

a true friend is always by your side no matter you are wrong or right...

thats what i consider as a true friend..its not easy to find,i know..it takes time...but now everyone is scattering everywhere..to find a true friend to share your problem is hard..i have to learn to solve problem myself...but sometimes,i just need guidance...guidance that can lead me on the things that i need to improve myself...and now,my job is to close both my eyes and ears and doing the things in my own way...just like a blind bird flying up in the sky without bothering other distraction...distraction can mislead my life..so,i don see,i don listen,i don care...i just want a peaceful life..Free me out and that's it.. after all,family always the best for me..they are always there to cheer me up...=)

sentimental.

Happy Independent Days!

okay,this is just random,Happy Birthday to Malaysia! :)

i remembered,last year today..barbeque'ing with yeelin n frens...a year had gone..another life begin..this year,merdeka eve isn't that special...just spend it with beloved family...at home,the warmest place...:) yes,i am a sentimental one..describe SENTIMENTAL..quoted from a blogger,but i don't really remember who it is.."Being a sentimental person, everything hurts you deeply. Being a sentimental person means that you remember more of the little things - things which most people would never remember" That is why my expectation on something is high..Sometimes,i admire those who care nothing other than themselves..Cause nothing affect them..but sometimes,i hate..they don't care other,they don't care how you feel..they are just being themselves...Says whatever they want,do whatever they think its beneficial..and they keep their feeling so well that you feel they are unreal. I hope i can learn from them someday,its a type of SELF-DEFENSE, rite? sister told me once,that when i enter the social life(working life),i will get to see different type of people around me..Some have good intention,some no...I have to be smart in choosing people to trust,but no..not 100% trust able...this is for my own good.. i have to bear that in mind...now and forever...i don like this feeling of erm....trust-but-not-100%-trust feeling... Can I get rid of this feeling?

anyway,thats just the voice from my heart after so long...tonight is a silent night..browsing through Facebook for N times,just to see any updates from friends...a way to waste time..lol...:) today was a very "profitable" day...went back Serdang yesterday night n today busy running here n there to find person in charge for the event thing....tired tired tired...but profitable,cos at least,things are done in time..:)left a few of it pending there...bla bla bla..nothing else to write...=)

adios~

Fall for you.

The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting

Could it be that we have been this way before

I know you don't think that I am trying

I know you're wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breathe

Because tonight will be the night

That I will fall for you

Over again

Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day

I swear it's true

Because a girl like you is impossible to find

You're impossible to find

This is not what I intended

I always swore to you I'd never fall apart

You always thought that I was stronger

I may have failed but I have loved you from the start

Oh, But hold your breathe

Because tonight will be the night

That I will fall for you

Over again

Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day

I swear it's true

Because a girl like you is impossible to find

It's impossible

So breathe in so deep

Breathe me in

I'm yours to keep

And hold on to your words

Cause talk is cheap

And remember me tonight

When you're asleep

Because tonight will be the night

That I will fall for you

Over again

Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day

I swear it's true

Because a girl like you is impossible to find

Tonight will be the night

That I will fall for you

Over again

Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day

I swear it's true

Because a girl like you is impossible to find

You're impossible to find..

<The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting>

Sunday.

Relaxing week is gonna start within few hours!

yay!i noe,there are still tonnes of things for me to do..

but give me a break,can u??=)

i just a break to....erm.....

a) have my grocery shopping,with a relaxing feeling...

b) clean up my stupid turtle laptop,which contain soo much of rubbish especially during exam week...

c) have a nice n pampered sleep,since i have numbers of sleeplesss nights....=(

d) do exercise!!badminton,here i come!!ngiek ngiek~~

e) movie marathon on every wednesday,cos its cheaper compared to other days...ngiek again..=P

n the list goes on.......

last two weeks was my exam week...its the worst week i had..

playing around with books n papers only...n some kind of emotional feeling....

pressure...u noe,pressure when u are being pressured...

arghh...i cant deal with pressure,but i am learning....:)

n now i am in my short holiday,gonna keeellll off the books,paper n bla bla bla for a moment...

no more staying up till late n sleep not more than 4hours....!hmmph!><

-i need a break-

i spent my weekend wisely this time...

friday straight after the last paper,we headed back to Serdang house to do some cleaning...

gosh,the room is soooo messy every time during exam period...

we are just too lazy to move our butts to clean it,so yea...after exam,thats the ideal time!

n yay!satisfied,cos its all clean already...:)

den headed to digital mall in dunno where.....we round round round,but couldnt search for it....becoz we missed the turning already..T_____T sowie~cos i am direction-less...

so bye bye to the digital mall..next week we gonna make all the way there..!=)

window shopping,steamboat,starbucks n lunch with the girls!!

later on will be back to Serdang..i am gonna missss Klang...=(

p/s : gotta practice my spanish song,which we gonna perform in the class in the group of 3...:( i suggest Waka Waka by Shakira,but thats too challenging,rite?kekekeke!

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adios!

Sunday morning.

This weekend is different from the other weekend..at home slacking around,with the excuses.."i am sick..n i don wanna move my butt at all..":P everyone's out,except me,dad n bro.. pityful us....Wooooo~~ but nehmind! i enjoyed being at home...because its the warmest place for me,nothing can replace it...(yea,i am starting to appreaciate my house,how about u?) :) Appreaciate everything you got now... =)

i'm practicing a healthy lifestyle nowadays..TRUST ME! i can do it...sleep at 12am everyday..okay,not everyday,but most of the day-LAH...n waking up not late than 12pm..see,i can see difference..don't you? woke up n had my brunch today..n continue with those cleaning stuff that my 'beloved' sister left it for me...how pathetic i am n how 'loving' she is,rite?HAHA! just done with all,n now back slacking with my laptop in front of me...oh NO!i am such a failure....T__________T

Classes begin this week..i mean,SERIOUSLY begin...HAHA....means,there's lecture already and i am start to feel boring of classes...boring of attending those 8am class...wondering,why cant all the class changes to night n morning is our sleeping time? there's lot of pros in it..see,weather is definitely nice if classes are held at night..since the weather is nice,students can focus MORE!am i right??hahahah...but of cos,the pros is for us, n not the lecturer..they have family,i know...:( okay,if i were to be lecturer in the future,i might think of this idea.....if if if....:P

roommate n i were infected by food poisoning in the same week..sueh enough,hor..?vomit and fever at the same time...COMBO!roommate is becos of the pork she ate,i think.. n mine is becos of the roti telur i took for dinner,i think also..thats all our own assumption...hahah..so,the hero me had visited the PKU for twice this week...PKU stands for pusat kesihatan UPM,if i am not mistaken...:) bringing roommate for doctor on tuesday and housemate bringing me for doctor on thursday..hahah..another COMBO!anyway,thanks for those help n care..I do appreciate it..=) *locked it in my mind right now* haha...n i am fully recover now..! yay!

squeezing my head hard to think whether is there anything that is still pending for me to do right now....! please,give me some HINT! intuition said yes,but i just cant figure it out..*namo namo*

1. wash my shoes..-tick-

2. pack cloth for Serdang.. -tick-

3. clean my messy room.. -tick-

4. borrow camera from sister.. -tick-

oh yea! i know whats that...!

5. decorate my file AGAIN...cos i missed out something... - untick-

but i am lazy to move right now...later-LAH!hahahah...

beautiful weather now..windy~~ making me feel....erm.....sleepy?

n yea!25th..of July.....It's Samantha's big day! she's turning 22!!wakakakaka...n i am still 21!!:P known this 'gangster' friend since primary and trust me,she had changed alot...!erm...from being gangster to a lil bit gangster,from a boyish look to a SUPA girly look??haha...anyway,HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU,PWEN! you are in Sg now,enjoying n cuddling with ur Eugene..i am sure this would be the best birthday for you! =) same wishes for you...and the most important one,stay PWETTY all the while! All the best in your FYP!! =)

*生日快乐*

1st week!

Class started early this week...Suppose to be free on EVERY Monday..but,my Spanish class fills in my Monday morning...Eeewww,thats sound so bad,i know...but i am starting to love Spanish..n NO!!its not about Spain who won the World Cup..n its not about Fabregas who is from Spain...its all about.....MY GERMAN IS FULL!!! =( Grrr.....><>

"soy Joann de la facultad de enginieria"...which means I am Joann,from engineering faculty...the only phrase i learn from my first class...=)

This whole week is just like another week of holiday for me,cos there's no assignment n test yet..but,of course..MORE TO COME....!!n what worst is,my class start at 8am everyday from Tuesday to Friday!! I DON LIKE!!1st week already can be the example...class at 8am,put 7am alarm,snooze snooze snooze till 7.50am...see,i am rushing all the time..Roommate not in,n nobody waking me and another pig up...lol!we gotta try our best again......:) Good luck!

Timetable for this semester..let's see....

Monday = 10-12

Tuesday = 8-2 and 5-6 (so boh liao da last class....:( )

Wednesday = 8-12 and 2-5

Thursday = 8-12 and 2-5

Friday = 8-12

Grrr...all 8,can die!! =(

First week lecture is all about introduction,but there are SOME lecturer who is soo dedicated,start the first lesson in the first class..Gosh!i am still in my holiday mood! Save me please...since i am so free on my first week,went for some shopping n done with our grocery shopping at Jusco...Awww!!i love grocery shopping..love when we walked in every single department in the supermarket..n we will keep asking.."What is this actually for?" or "for 22 years in my life,i really don't know what's tat..." or "what is the name of this fruit?"...lol!

Back to Klang already..n u know what,for the first time in my life,i feel that school is not that boring...i just love being in the school,walking here n there....maybe it makes me feel younger...:) just love being in the house i rent..maybe it makes me feel appreciative..cos there are only 2 years left in that house..:) okay,i am just so emotional sometimes! =)

Gotta go now...Chao~ (in Spanish)

Que te vaya bien,means "Have a good one." (search in Google...)

the closing.

我们没有在一起 by Rene Liu..

*thumbs up*

my 2 months holiday is now reaching the end..the end of this week means i have to go back to that Kampung place...place where i used to wake up early in the morning..so-called morning,but always be the latest one to wake up together with roommate..with everyone waiting for us downstairs..even with 4 alarm clocks....our clock n our phone...we will just wake up n 'snooze snooze snooze' it..till coursemate next door came n knock my door..credits to U...=) hahaha...hopefully next sem will be a brand new sem for us...waking up 1 hour earlier than the rest n start knocking their doors to wake them up!haha,thats a dream that will not comes true!my 1st resolution for the new sem!!

okay,i consider my sem break this time to be a meaningful one...working as a kindergarten teacher,after being snatched by a 'uneducated' ppl..(okay,i am stil angry of him..cos he cause my leg n hand full of ugly scar...how am i gonna get rid of the stupid scars....!!!!n because of him,i am always living in a nightmare,especially when there's a motor or whatever human walking near to me....curse him for n times...how am i gonna get back my brave..!!!!grrr...><)....working means i can earn money by myself....not alot,but its enough for me to buy things to replace my old wan...(again,the thief!!)..u noe,the moment when it reach early in the month,where ur employer will pass the payslip to you...Awww...that is the happiest moment in working life...rite? n of cos,i am not working just for the day...i am dedicated one,okie?hehehe....but feeling satisfy after all...:) BRAVO to me....

going for tripssss.......!!yay!thats my favourite for this holiday....starting from the Bali trip with the girls during May...good decision for going it...cos i got the chance to relax myself after a long tough sem...*kononnya*...den Singapore trip with sisters and cousins during June..cos mom n dad tot i am not going to Bali,so they spare me the air tix to Singapore,so tat i wont feel :(......haha!n den Thailand during July....yesh!its my biggest pleasure...cos it is all my very first time been to the 3 places..hahha...but the cons is....i am broke...T________T seriously broke..hahaha...PTPTN,please....bank in next semester money for me,please.....thanks for ur kindness...lol...

Back to Serdang to done some cleaning..n i am back here with lotzzz of muscle pain..i am lack of exercise,i guess..just every part of my body....OH NO!! how am i gonna attend the first class of next semester with a body liddat...kenot walk well,n my class is on the 4th floor of my faculty...see see.....:( *an excuse for not going to class....u noe i am smart in finding excuses...lol!* done with cleaning,n i feel so much S.A.T.I.S.F.Y...my room is now clean n clear..lol...! OH,i miss that room so much.....cant wait to meet up with my roommate and have endless chat with her about her china trip,this n tat....!we used to chat till 6am in the morning each time after the sem break..endless of updates n story,u noe....n tis is another reason y we are always late...kekekek!

Buying my new phone with my hard-earned money...its actually so heart broken where u have to pass the cash to the sales person..Awww..it just gone liddat..but i am happy,cos this is my very first time buying my own phone...u noe,being the youngest one..taking over phone which sis or bro no longer wanna use..n they can buy new phone themselves...i used to be sooo jealous of them when i am small kids...why they can buy new phone,while i cant...why they can have everything they wan,but not me...why why why..n now i understand..this is life...its not easy to earn a penny last time...so,imagine..if i am just a small kids,and wanted to buy this n tat,who is gonna spend for me....definitely my parents rite?they worked hard to earn the money n asking them to just spend so much amount in buying things we want..its like so bad....after all,its not a necessity of having a gadget when u r small,rite?i understand this theory when i start to work..since form 3...works as promoter,standing from 10am til 10pm...its not easy...:( so,making this decision of buying a new phone is not about just wanna change a new phone or wat,its that the old phone is being stolen!! =( grrr...><>

Meeting up with Girlfriends before everyone depart.....its not like we gonna depart for n years la..just new semester begin,n when it ended,we will meet up again! time passes fast,so no worries..i noe i will miss them alot..but serdang n klang is sooo near...just that one of us is flying "over-the-sea"...so i will miss her alot..KYLYE KOH KHAI LYE!i will miss you,we will miss ur hyberbole reaction..come back FAST yea!!n not forgotten,my bus-mate,TAN YIN YIN!i missss u too!!! =) come back if u r free....had our supper at Boston just now...Awww...its so-not-healthy...but nehmind,once in a blue moon...! (i am skipping my supper for months,i think...healthy rite?)

Tomorrow is my last night at Klang..gotta really appreciate every thing here..lifestyle have to change...no longer waking up when the sun rises up high...no longer eating breakfast and then nap again....gonna make alot alot alot of resolution of this new semester....

- waking up earlier!!! *as i mentioned just now...

- back to my normal lifestyle..Sleep early,wake up early...

- study harder..more more more hardworking,please......no more copying report...lol!

- save more money n not spend it like pipe water...

n etc...fill in when it cross my mind...

okay,thats it...WorldCup final,tomorrow....Netherlands or Spain.....Octopus said Spain,parrot said Netherlands...lets see.....=)

lost.

she is feeling lost.

lost in every direction.

angry.moody.unhappy.

just feeling not in the right way.

she used to talk alot,used to played alot,used to be herself.

but now,

she cant even find a shelter for herself.

a shelter for her to breathe on.

it is already over.

stop digging it out and make it as a new story.

it is not interesting.

at all.

trip.

abandoned my blog for few days d..=)

back from Singapore with a hole in my pocket...

a big hole,i guess..=)

no more shopping till my next salary is out..

Okay,Singapore is reli walking country..

they walked fast as what i expected earlier...n everything is fast over there..

okla,this is my first time being at Singapore lo..=(

stayed at Uncle's place,n it is super comfortable...

even more comfortable than my own house..=)

but its abit far from the city,but nehmind..MRT connects every place...

for the first 2 days,we keep on get lost when we wanna go back..so ended up take cab..easiest way..haha...=)

back here,working...will be work until 23rd June..

yay!10 more days to go..(ok,i am counting weekdays only la..to make it looks short ma..)

i am gonna fully utilize my non-working days...

erm...like....

a) help my Little Kancil to take bath n spa..=)

b) go maxis centre n get my old number..(i need frens to contact me...but they don have my new number,so so so..old number is still better ba~)

c) travel...i mean short trip,maybe? or maybe jz walking in my area here..Pasar Malam!oh no..i miss it~~

d) drink tea with frens...cos i wont have the chance to say..."wey,tml working le...kenot late...:( )

e) alot more...fill in the blanks once i thought of it!

haha..=) see,i am busy girl...i duwan to take a break..cos my sem break is gonna end d...

gonna fully fully use it!! =)

n yea,today i learnt how to made doughnut!

yay!u noe i am so in love in bakery n cooking..n yes,this is my another recipe...

jot down when principal told me,what to put n what to mix n what to do...

n hopefully i can able to make it b4 my sem start! =)

okla,drinking salt water,hoping that tomorrow wil be a better day for me...

which means i can talk n shout at the students tml..=)

Night~ ♥

movie.

Getting better already..

no need Kool Fever d.. =)

today class as usual..

but watched a very touching movie with my kids..

i watched it not only once in a day..but...erm...more than 3-4 times...

it wil never be bored,cos its a very funny plus touching movie..

♥ watching touching movie..

cos i can imagine i am the one acting inside..

feel everything they are feeling...

ooo..i am so sentimental..do i? =)

but too bad,when i wanna cry,the kids will laugh at me..=(

"Teacher teacher,you wan to cry d ah?"...

then,they wil start laughing laughing laughing..

so,tell me la,how to let out my emotion in front of the innocent kids? =)

the movie.

actor actress.

have a look on it.

Tomorrow is Wednesday..

time is getting a lil bit faster,i like it.. =)

-i am happy-

need.

i am a sick people..

raining day just now makes my body temperature goes up and down..erm..like...roller coaster? =)

the feeling of coming back after work is always a beau-ti-ful feeling..

i love it,when the clock show 5pm...

its the time i start to ask my children to have their water finish...

its the time i ask them to finish up their homework...

its the time me myself finish up my water....(follow too much of the children...:P)

but definitely not today...:(

took my lovely bath and starting feeling hot and cold....hot and cold...

wearing double clothing and even without the fan on,cant help anything as well...

hibernate awhile and feels better a bit after that...

hope tomorrow wil better...There's a sunshine after each rain,rite...?

Cheer~

.i need this.

missing.

I miss my belonging,suddenly...

It supposed belongs to me..but where is it now?

i am stil cursing you,mr.thief...!

why cant u find a proper job and work for it...?

=( do u think its a happy thing to do when u snatch ppl belonging and throw it far far away?

i miss my wallet.

i miss my bag.

i miss my pink pencil case.

n alot more...

i want it back to me..=(

-i am not happy-