okay,this is just random,Happy Birthday to Malaysia! :)
i remembered,last year today..barbeque'ing with yeelin n frens...a year had gone..another life begin..this year,merdeka eve isn't that special...just spend it with beloved family...at home,the warmest place...:) yes,i am a sentimental one..describe SENTIMENTAL..quoted from a blogger,but i don't really remember who it is.."Being a sentimental person, everything hurts you deeply. Being a sentimental person means that you remember more of the little things - things which most people would never remember" That is why my expectation on something is high..Sometimes,i admire those who care nothing other than themselves..Cause nothing affect them..but sometimes,i hate..they don't care other,they don't care how you feel..they are just being themselves...Says whatever they want,do whatever they think its beneficial..and they keep their feeling so well that you feel they are unreal. I hope i can learn from them someday,its a type of SELF-DEFENSE, rite? sister told me once,that when i enter the social life(working life),i will get to see different type of people around me..Some have good intention,some no...I have to be smart in choosing people to trust,but no..not 100% trust able...this is for my own good.. i have to bear that in mind...now and forever...i don like this feeling of erm....trust-but-not-100%-trust feeling... Can I get rid of this feeling?
anyway,thats just the voice from my heart after so long...tonight is a silent night..browsing through Facebook for N times,just to see any updates from friends...a way to waste time..lol...:) today was a very "profitable" day...went back Serdang yesterday night n today busy running here n there to find person in charge for the event thing....tired tired tired...but profitable,cos at least,things are done in time..:)left a few of it pending there...bla bla bla..nothing else to write...=)
adios~
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