1st week.

i am back to the life of a student..no longer staying in home-sweet-home..classes in the first week seems INTERESTING,as we don have to worry anything AT ALL....bring your bag there and sit down for an hour or two and dismiss..the main thing in the class of first week is to let us noe the syllabus bla bla bla....n it is supa RELAXING! me likey sooo much~if everyweek could be like this week..it is definitely a big 'yay' for me! okay,i 'accidentally' joined the badminton game that organized by our society..cos i miss badminton so much after a week off from my daily exercise routine..i am NOT NOT NOT expert at all,and i catch the wind more than the shuttlecock, i catch the shuttlecock with my hand rather than the racket, the racket slipped off my hand (happens only once..lol!) and bla bla bla..but i wanna try try try! haha..i wouldn't have lose to a racket,right?haha..i know i can do it..the first week here,i spend my week COOKING! yesh..i miss our cooking sooo much......i didnt say my mum's cooking taste less than our cooking,but in fact it is 2 different type of cooking...dishes that my mum wont cook,because my family doesn't eat spicy and bla bla bla..so i love both of it..haha!no unfair unfair thing here....=) GROCERY SHOPPING! like a housewife,shop for groceries rather than cloths...but i am loving it,cos i noe much through this..how this fruits grow, how this vegetable suppose to be cooked, how this is made of...n bla bla bla...i gain knowledge,that are not taught in the class...=P SHOPPING! at midvalley..okla,i am a bit suaku,cos the last time i went there is when i am a young teenage...i forgot how old d...so midvalley is an unfamiliar place for me..hehe..:P but i am happy cos i 'touched down' there..haha..but i prefer pyramid and one U more,cos not much i can shop from there..haha....blame me or blame the shop??

The cooking.

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Giving a fullstop to end 2010..

A word to describe this year..erm...a memorable year with lots of ups and down..Not really know how to use words to start describing those feelings from the starting point of this year until now..I am using lyrics this time..They can express better than me..

"女人獨有的天真和溫柔的天份,

要留給真愛你的人"

Give to the one who truly loved you...with their heart and not their mouth..Every single little action might be important to the one you love..Sometimes,those little act,the way you message them and ask,if they are ok when they are facing problems,the way you remember every little things she/he dislikes,the way you knock her/his head when they did something stupid just to purposely gain your attraction,the way you 'flip' their hair when her fringe is long...You know,things like that are sometimes sweet in the heart...:)

"愛得太真 太容易 讓自己犧牲 太容易讓自己沉淪,

太容易 不顧一切 滿是傷痕."

Sacrifice for some things,maybe a little thing when you are truly madly deeply in love..u wouldn't differentiate which one is reality and which one is not..as long as anything you do is related to him/her...i dunno how to explain this phrase but somehow i find it kinda true...and it kinda apply to me...cos i am always living in a non-reality(fairytale) world..day-dreaming that girl suppose to be a princess to their partner..where we will be treated like..erm...Cinderella type lo..haha...those who know me real well,they know..sentimental people mostly falls on this category la..rite?hahaha...:P but for now,i should be awake....=( that everything happen,happen for a reason..n its all reality...

"Could it be finally, I'm turning for home
Finally a chance to say, "I Love You All"
Never again to be all alone. "

You all means everybody that cares about me,that asked me am i ok,that console me with their word,asked about my result,my life and so on..i know,some consoling words are just for consoling purpose,but at least you guys do...i am not alone after all....=) for those who haven't console me yet,please do so!hahaha.... *kidding only la..* yea,i truly appreciate all of you...and you,who bring me from a small kids to a teenager and now,a mature 'lady'....oopss,sounds too old..nonono,i am still a teenage la...:) Thank you..=)

Cant think of other lyrics that can symbolize my feeling inside....=) 2010 is a great year for me,and of course i am hoping for better life soon....haha....*i wanna be a billionaire,so freaking bad...la la la~~* Each year i would made a resolution and how many of them actually came true? let me see, 2009 RESOLUTIONS....erm...

no 1 - yes yes yes,Bali,Singapore,Ipoh..haha...=)

no 2 - hahaha! this is sooo impossible...

no 3 - yes of cos!

no 4 - yes yes!badminton is my game every week...

no 5 - hahaha again..but yea,i cut down ALOT lately....=(

no 7 - yes,budget 2010 works...lol!

no 8 - nononononon!GRRR!!!!><

not bad right? i score more than 50%...yes! =)

Resolution for 2011 will be much more simpler,i hope...cos its the same with 2010..iamnotgreedy..=P

1) Go for holiday 3 times a semester? *increase than last year!*

2) 4.0 in my next semester,which I know there's 99% wont happen and another 1% will happen only when miracle happen in UPM..*giggling,i still wanna maintain this resolution,dontcare!*

3) A gentle,softer,polite girl eventhough I am now...*giggling again*

4) Eat more,sleep less and of course,exercise more!please,make my life full of SPORT ba!

5) Cut down my supper consumption...but at least 3/4 times a week,okokokok?

6) Spend as I had only RM1.00 in my hand...No over spending..and do budget 2011..haha...

7) Gain my weight in the right part of my body..You get what I mean..Don over gaining,please..

8) -

9) -

as usual,to refill once i think of new one...:) have you make yours? =)

2010 is ending...i miss it like how i miss the others year..i am feeling old..oh gosh..!

goodbye 2010!

update.

A short update here,since I don't feel like sleeping now and don't feel like touching the book..

i am SATURATED and its already 2.49AM!!

2 paper had down and 3 more to go..2 more this week and 1 more next week..

and then i am free!!

SEMESTER BREAK again!!

cant wait for this course trip...will be going for some natural-thing-environment-thing..

but its GONNA be fun!!

SEKINCHAN to see paddy field,which i plan to go last last time,but failed,due to unorganized and unefficient committee of my girls...lol..

EAT n EAT n EAT! HOT WATER BATH at Sungkai! yay!never been there..dunno how it looks like...*ok,i am frog under the tempurung*...:)

maybe a little tour at IPOH,TAIPING and bla bla bla to EAT n EAT n EAT again!!

oh my god,trust me,u will see the wider me next semester...

i am gonna go for SPORT in my sem break!!i miss my running!!! ><

and this holiday i just don't feel like working or doing anything..

i just want to have a good rest in my home sweet home..

feel that i had already left home for long time and its time to stick back to home and relax...

recall back,how long do i ever touch the remote control of my TV at home since the last sem break..

how long do i ever lying on the sofa without DOING anything..

how long do i really sit down and play with the babies...

few more days to go,i am pretty much ready for it..

so come,holiday please come!!><

this semester is quite a heavy one,i don't know why..

maybe because i took extra course..but,that seems like pointless,cos everyone doing the same thing as well...

why why why??

or maybe its really heavy for everyone...?

anyway, praying hard for this final~

*namo namo*

MUCHAS SUERTE,LEEYUKLING!

Hola.

Hola! a free weekend i have other than my Spanish assignment which is berton-ton banyak...=( but had already done it today!and i declare myself a relaxing weekend...downloading all the oldies song that remind me back of my secondary and primary life...Songs like :

- Get Another Boyfriend by BSB

- I want it that way by BSB

- Shape of my heart by BSB

- More than that by BSB

- Love sensation by 911

- All i want is you by 911

- Dirty Pop by N'Sync

- Tearin' up my heart by N'Sync

- There you'll be by FaithHill

and alot alot more from BSB,911 n N'sync...

what else did i miss it?tell me tell me...are in need of old songs!! ><

listen back to those songs recall back alot of my memories..as in like..erm..practicing group dance for our Ranger's senior farewell during 2003? if i not mistaken...but seriously,i couldnt remember who is the member...kylye,jean,mandy n ??? forgotten...(sowie~) i remembered we practice at Mandy's house every morning before school start..we will go early to school to practice...and we went The Store to buy our hair pin,cheap tie and yea,our cloth of the day was a white long sleeve with a tie...looks ah beng rite? maybe that's the trend in the past few years...lol!feels good today! 10/10 marks were given....ngiek ngiek~~

n yea,adopted a new pet last week..a red-eared slider...its actually a mini turtle...which is very cute and adorable...bring them home this week,and i got alot of time to pamper them with my love...=) bathe them and put decorative stones inside so that they can climb up and down..n get themselves upside down..lol,that's the most funny part...they makes my life happy..by seeing their action...=) n i am in love with cute turtle! notice my msn name, "Jo loves (turtle)" ..haha...

but one thing,i am still scare..to hold them using my own hand...teach me how....:( dad is helping me to hold them...n he said i am COWARD....grrr...><>

anyway,comes to life matter...erm...erm....whatever you all do,think of Karma..u noe what,whatever you do,there will be a cause of it...i am not doing anything illegal right now,n i can live my life happily and peacefully,but sorry...you cant...:) seriously,i am happy with my life right now....happy as in,friends are there always..family are there always...thanks for those that always give me advice no matter what....

My turtle name " money" and "baby"

i don't.

Life can be so miserable sometimes...its either you choose to be dramatic in your life or a realistic one..i have seen so many type of life in my 22 years of life,yet i cant still differentiate what is true and what is the lie behind..i am a dummy,i know it..but that doesn't mean i don't know anything and maintain silent..i just chose another way to keep it inside the box in my heart rather than spreading out like a paparazzi..as what papa always told me,its ok for being _______ by the others,as long as we are not the one that _______ the others...i don't know how to describe the word,so a line is the best way to describe it...this phrase had came across my mind and i have think about it regularly...and now,i chose to keep silent and yea,SILENT IS GOLDEN...am i right? many unhappy things occur one shot in my life that sometimes i really cannot take it..the more i think,the more insane i will go..i remembered,i talked to my friend on the phone and i really cried..because of fear that i have to face...Thanks for being there all the way when i am down..=) this is what a true friend is...

a true friend will not leave you alone when you are down,

a true friend will be supportive in every single decision you made,

a true friend is the one who you can share your problem with and not fearing to tel them,

a true friend is always by your side no matter you are wrong or right...

thats what i consider as a true friend..its not easy to find,i know..it takes time...but now everyone is scattering everywhere..to find a true friend to share your problem is hard..i have to learn to solve problem myself...but sometimes,i just need guidance...guidance that can lead me on the things that i need to improve myself...and now,my job is to close both my eyes and ears and doing the things in my own way...just like a blind bird flying up in the sky without bothering other distraction...distraction can mislead my life..so,i don see,i don listen,i don care...i just want a peaceful life..Free me out and that's it.. after all,family always the best for me..they are always there to cheer me up...=)

sentimental.

Happy Independent Days!

okay,this is just random,Happy Birthday to Malaysia! :)

i remembered,last year today..barbeque'ing with yeelin n frens...a year had gone..another life begin..this year,merdeka eve isn't that special...just spend it with beloved family...at home,the warmest place...:) yes,i am a sentimental one..describe SENTIMENTAL..quoted from a blogger,but i don't really remember who it is.."Being a sentimental person, everything hurts you deeply. Being a sentimental person means that you remember more of the little things - things which most people would never remember" That is why my expectation on something is high..Sometimes,i admire those who care nothing other than themselves..Cause nothing affect them..but sometimes,i hate..they don't care other,they don't care how you feel..they are just being themselves...Says whatever they want,do whatever they think its beneficial..and they keep their feeling so well that you feel they are unreal. I hope i can learn from them someday,its a type of SELF-DEFENSE, rite? sister told me once,that when i enter the social life(working life),i will get to see different type of people around me..Some have good intention,some no...I have to be smart in choosing people to trust,but no..not 100% trust able...this is for my own good.. i have to bear that in mind...now and forever...i don like this feeling of erm....trust-but-not-100%-trust feeling... Can I get rid of this feeling?

anyway,thats just the voice from my heart after so long...tonight is a silent night..browsing through Facebook for N times,just to see any updates from friends...a way to waste time..lol...:) today was a very "profitable" day...went back Serdang yesterday night n today busy running here n there to find person in charge for the event thing....tired tired tired...but profitable,cos at least,things are done in time..:)left a few of it pending there...bla bla bla..nothing else to write...=)

adios~

Fall for you.

The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting

Could it be that we have been this way before

I know you don't think that I am trying

I know you're wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breathe

Because tonight will be the night

That I will fall for you

Over again

Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day

I swear it's true

Because a girl like you is impossible to find

You're impossible to find

This is not what I intended

I always swore to you I'd never fall apart

You always thought that I was stronger

I may have failed but I have loved you from the start

Oh, But hold your breathe

Because tonight will be the night

That I will fall for you

Over again

Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day

I swear it's true

Because a girl like you is impossible to find

It's impossible

So breathe in so deep

Breathe me in

I'm yours to keep

And hold on to your words

Cause talk is cheap

And remember me tonight

When you're asleep

Because tonight will be the night

That I will fall for you

Over again

Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day

I swear it's true

Because a girl like you is impossible to find

Tonight will be the night

That I will fall for you

Over again

Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day

I swear it's true

Because a girl like you is impossible to find

You're impossible to find..

<The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting>