"editted"

mood had been up n down lately...

keep asking to myself...

am i doing the right thing...

how to handle this n that..

should i do this or that.....

but none works...

i used to luff out loud with my friends....

but now i cant...

i used to talk n joke alot..

but where is my voice?

it seems to stress me alot....

really wan to give up..

but i know i have to hold on to maintain the relation of us....

i really don wan it to spoil just because of one case....

i hope i can step out my voice and protect myself...

but voiceless......

nothing come out.....

there's only a thing that i can ask...

HOW??

*****************editted*********************

its over and i can start my new happy life now~!!

cheers to me,everyone!